Let’s face it: no one should be forced to live like that – constantly on the road, no home, no security, always relying on their talent to make money, however illegally.
There is also a profound loneliness attached to a hunter’s life. Establishing a bond with other people does not come without difficulty, as it carries with it the danger of getting them hurt. Or killed. Or being regarded as a freak that ‘professionally pops ghosts’.
Furthermore, any hunter might just as well lose his next fight and die a horrible death, like those murdered by the risen witnesses…
There is no real point in making plans for tomorrow, as tomorrow might never come. It is, in a strangely moving way, the epitome of loneliness and raw grief. But there is – however irrational this might seem – an air of appealing dignity and intriguing selflessness about their lives that touches us beyond description.
Ruby Planned What He Did Last Summer
Ruby. What names would we like to give her? I bet, some nice cusses will appear in your heads about now. Dean once called her ‘the miss universe of lying skanks’ which is my personal favourite.
When she first made her entrance as a ‘masked chick’ who saved Sam’s life in The Magnificent Seven, we in all likelihood sensed a certain strangeness about her, an appeal not to be trusted, but an appeal nonetheless.
We did not know yet that she was a demon. She came on as a tough girl to match the brothers, later revealing that she was a renegade demon. A good one. She tried to get the waterworks going with her sad story of remembering how it was to be human (and offering us another look at the show’s mythology: that every demon once had been a human soul, twisted in hell by centuries of torture. Well, after hearing about that I’m even more hoping to be a good enough person to not be sent downstairs when my time is due), and actually, for a while I believed her.
Why not? After all, on planet Supernatural anything is possible, as we know. I liked the idea of a ‘good’ demon (as much as I love the aspects of the story involving ‘bad’ angels), but there was something about her and the way she was introduced that kept me wary. I did not trust her. Dean did not trust her, but she was already in Sam’s head. She had easily boarded Sam’s usually highly intelligent brain with the one bait he could not ignore: the promise of saving Dean from his trip to hell and later to help him make Lilith pay.
We all know how it turned out. But – and we must not forget: she did save the brothers’ lives. She did it with a bigger scheme in her pretty head, but, had it not been for Ruby, Dean would have been lung-minced to death by the demon-pretending-to-be-a-witch, and Sam killed by Pride & Co., as well as other demons that lunged at him.
Eventually (and I confess that I am in part grateful to her for that), Ruby found the right words and action to reach out to Sam after Dean was gone – and getting into the mind of a drinking, self-destructive and basically suicidal Winchester is not easy a task. Had she not been there, Sam might have ended up dead. She offered him what he desired most at that point: an opportunity to avenge his brother. And, as screwed up as that may have been, some kind of warmth and love (and angry sex which he probably needed just as bad judging from the despair he took her with, a closeness only body contact provides).
She was there when Sam was utterly alone, incapable of confiding in anyone. She was there when Sam could not show to anyone else who he was in terms of paranormal powers. It was impossible for him to share this trait with his remaining family (Dean, Bobby). She accepted him, the ‘whole new level of freak’ wholeheartedly. He was a means to an end for her, yet she gave him the needed impression of being acknowledged and important.
After Dean had started to look at him differently ever since the changes in Sam had occurred and John had warned them of the danger of Sam going dark side, the younger Winchester needed the notion that he was able to turn his curse and use it to do good (and thereby hopefully saving himself from a fate worse than he was able to imagine) – pulling demons out of innocents’ bodies without killing them did the trick. And he did not question Ruby’s motives anymore (which he had at first).
Now, that made me sad. Sam was actually far too intelligent to fall for her lies. She touched him at his weakest, when he was in frantic need for love and strength, battling reproach that undoubtedly tortured his mind – he had, after all, not saved his brother from the pit.
I believe at some point, Sam probably even loved her. She was there for him. She trained him to use his powers and control them. She gave him comfort and consoled him.
She lied. That, unfortunately, escaped Sam’s attention. At the time, his mind was operating at the lowest level of the intellect, just as, I believe, about the brain of every person bound on revenge. He needed the pending apocalypse and the events ensuing to realize his error which served as a devastating blow. Comprehending what he had done (and the betrayal of Ruby) almost finished Sam.
In the end, she reaped what she had sown, basically killed off by her own hubris. But, more than once, she saved Sam’s and Dean’s lives. She did not do it because of the goodness of her heart (do demons actually have hearts?). She did it because she was suffering from megalomania (a sickness quite common among demons, it seems) and expecting some fabulous reward from Lucifer.
The Winchesters, though, are alive because she was there, and she found a way to capture Sam’s attention when nothing or no one else could, she might have given him the odd moment of peace. A rare jewel, as the brothers have not had many of those of late…
So, thanks to the gifted writers and creators of this show – and the many monsters and demons they muster up to make the guys’ lives harder, we are given a pair of sweet and gutsy heroes we would have never encountered if they led a normal, ‘apple pie’ life…
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So, yay, demons, go demons, it’s your birthday? 😀 I’ll buy that, but I’ve never even heard of that song. I blame Master of Puppets.
There *is* a dignity, for, according to societal standards, what are their rewards? Disbelief, straitjackets, punches in the face and jail time. (song suggestion: AC/DC’s Jailbreak? C’mon, Kripke, get on the ball!) Doesn’t get much more heroic knowing that your heroism isn’t going to essentially have the demon AND human world against you.
Ruby appealed a bit to his lizard brain and once that switch was flipped, she could work on his reasoning, whose belief in 4.1 was that he still didn’t trust her yet was willing to follow for the greater good, saving the possessed. But once you’ve got your hooks in the visceral, emotional part of someone, it’s so much harder to break away.
So, yes, thanks Ruby (and assorted other baddies – I can’t believe you didn’t mention Casey, I’m crushed, sniff), and that’s not so strange, for did not Dean once say “hey, whatever works?”
IS going to essentially have. Now I actually make sense.
*crawls slowly out of hiding, waves at everyone*
I’ve never heard of the song either. But I do think I smell the beginnings of Supernatural’s very own dating system: BC – Before Colt, AC – After Colt
Ruby is indeed the Miss Universe of lying skanks, but apart from indirectly starting the apocalypse, she was a useful skank who fixed the Colt and saved Sam (only to eventually break Sam, who went on to break the world…I think my brain cells are starting to fry).
The ‘what if’ question is something everybody thinks about, but at the end of the day, we have no way of knowing what would change if anything had gone differently in our lives. The boys are who they are because of the lives they lead, because of the (internal and external) demons and angels that they fight (and love?), the baddies that make them stop and ask questions about life and their actions. Had any of these elements been missing, the Winchesters wouldn’t be boys we know and love. And now I’m just being repetitive, forgive me.
I think that the attractiveness of their lives lies in, at least partly, its utter futility and hopelessness. Who hasn’t at some point or other felt that way? Who hasn’t, for at least a moment, felt completely lost and unanchored, like we face nothing but hostility no matter where we turn? For the boys however, at the end of the day, they save people. Their misery comes to something good eventually..and that gives us hope. And when we are feeling so lost, that tiny glimmer of hope keeps us going, no matter how fallacious it may or may not be. I think that is also the same reason Sam followed Ruby despite his initial distrust.
And Randal, we’ve got our Crowley and you’ve got your Casey..tit for tat hahahaha
Randal and Narcissus, thank you!
Nay, Randal, my birthday is in summer, I’m a cancer by astrological sign…
Funny, I’ve been discussing some aspects of the show with a colleague who happens to be a fan also, and we both agreed that many of us (well, you know, the guys who deal in mental sickness) would probably put the brothers on medication the same instant they mentioned something about hunting ghosts or angels and stuff.
I remembered a heated debate I had with a shrink, once, and I offered the hypothesis that schizophrenics perhaps saw a part of reality others did not. I had a patient once who described a pair of card players sitting in her shower. What if she saw something I was not able to see? Oh, well, they would send Joan of Arc also to a rubber room… One could get crazy even thinking about various forms of reality…
Oh, dear, next time I’ll think of Casey, promise (you still are in need of tissues, aren’t you?).
Narcissus, lovely dating system idea…liked your point that we connect to the show because we have also felt hopeless, lost, etc. Personally I’ve always drawn inspiration from stories that tell of people who are able to overcome the worst possible difficulties and grow by doing so. These men are right there…
I don’t think anyone can exist in the long run without hope. And I agree – many actions of Sam or Dean are driven by hope or the desperate need to find it.
Well, that song… strange thing, inspiration…
Thanks, and good night (it’s almost midnight here and I need to get to be a bit earlier today… Because of the snow I’ll have to get up earlier, since it’ll take me longer to get to work than usual…), Jas
great, grammar program not working at this time of day, frozen probably… I meant, of course, ‘I need to get to sleep a bit earlier’ which proves me right…. 😮
Nice one … I like Ruby, I mean obviously she’s bad. bad, bad as they come from the tips of her painted toes to her Evil-Barbie hair extensions, but she’s tough and funny and I warmed to her in a way that I didn’t to Big J, who was undeniably good but totally all cross and shouty-like. You’re right, too, that the guys would have been toast on a number of occasions if she hadn’t bailed them out.
All in all, if you can have good guys like Big John leaving a trail of wreckage with the best of intentions then you can definitely have the opposition doing the opposite ( if you see what I mean, I’m in danger of strangling in my own syntax here, so I’ll shut up … )
Narcissus, yeah, but your love-from-afar is still alive! Sniff. 😉
I think you’re on to something with the futility. How often has it been said or implied about going down swinging? Tolkien said of his world (in one of his letters I think, but my memory isn’t what it used to be) that he saw it as ‘the long defeat.’ Think of Ragnarok. The gods know they’re going to lose, but fight anyway, because that’s what heroes do.
Jas, are you saying that you’re a demon? I think my wife thinks I am, must be a Cancer thing, muah.
Hang on, I have to wipe a tear from my eye.
Re: reality. That wouldn’t surprise me if that’s the case, not that I know for I 1)have zero training, unlike you and 2)I’m not schizophrenic as far as I can tell. Perhaps there’s an element of synethesia in it? One could almost view the brothers and other hunters like that; they see something us lay people don’t.
Suze, hey, sometimes syntax needs a good kick in the pants. My biggest problem with Ruby wasn’t her existence (c’mon, who doesn’t love when the moral waters are muddied up a bit) but the difference between the actresses – which is NOT a slam against Genevieve Cortese. I get that her relationship with Sam had changed, but I missed that extra layer of snark that Katie Cassidy played. I would imagine that, more than anything, that was the choice of the writers, but it was noticeable.
Oh, Suze, it seems to me that you come up with wonderful pointy ideas when you’re strangled in your own syntax… I liked Ruby, too (now, you would have never guessed, right?), but I also hated her guts… Multiple personality, anyone?
Thanks a lot, really, Jas
Randal, I might well be a demon, well, who knows? So much blood mixed up in my veins from various peoples that I wouldn’t be surprised if demons had been among them… Nice idea… Are you saying you’re a cancer or your wife is?
Believe me, you’re not schizophrenic. And, of course, the idea of the schizophrenics perhaps seeing more than us ‘normalos’ is not exactly a topic a shrink will believe to be true, well, most won’t. You can hardly discuss a metaphysical question like that without raising the suspicion that you might need a rubber room in the near future… But I like the idea that there might be another reality just in front of our very noses. It’s poetic. And scary, too.
I had a problem in the beginning with two actresses playing Ruby. Well, it’s the law of the trade, I guess. I don’t know why Katie Cassidy wasn’t around anymore, but I suppose she was busy elsewhere (good for her, the woman had a job). I liked both performances, but I also loved Katie’s ‘snark’ (to borrow your words).
Can’t find my Tolkien letters, they’re still in some box… Should have written on ALL boxes what kind of books are in them…
Sigh, Jas
Jas, hey, doesn’t get more mutt than us across the pond. I am, but I still maintain that I’d be moody whatever cosmic label humans had invented.
I wish I had more than minimal background on such subjects, because such topics are certainly fascinating, and not strictly in a hard science sense. The poetry of something is far more interesting than knowing a bunch of enzymes and whatnot are ‘responsible’ for our behavior. I think I’d make a terrible scientist.
Revisiting the show is, for me, anyway, like revisiting an album. At first glance (or listen), you’ll miss many nuances, but your opinion of the piece or creation can change. I appreciated (and enjoy) the Ruby character more than I initially did. Everything is fluid.
Well, I’m no expert on planet astrology, either, Randal. But I agree with you that the nuances of a thing, especially those that can’t be labelled, enhance a thing’s or a person’s appeal. And some things just are, I believe, some things cannot be explained (which I also love – the mystery of something (or someone)).
Everything is, indeed, fluid. When I watch episodes I think I know by heart, I always see a tiny bit I haven’t noticed before, and all of a sudden there will be more to the story… Another token of this show’s undeniable quality.
;-), Jas
So late here to reply, but I LOVED your article Jas.
I loved Casey and was always wary of Ruby. Ruby’s ‘good’ was all part of her agenda. She needed to get Sam to trust her more than he did Dean. So she used that, and Dean’s depression at his time in hell, to twist Sam to her way of thinking. All part of the plan. 👿
Narcissus…loved your BC/AC dating system…I think we should make that a permanent feature of the site!
Jas…You would question someone telling you about ghosts? I would think you could specialize in paranormal patients after SPN. 😀
And yes…there are a lot of things out there we don’t know about, so we all need to keep an open mind. 😛
Thank you, Sablegreen – there actually was a moment I thought of dealing with paranomal activities (many years back), a few universities I know offer a major in parapsychology. It is considered to be a branch of science. But it all sounded too DrVenkman for me… I believe that there is ‘something out there’, but some things are better left in the dark (especially if you don’t own a magic colt or don’t carry tons of rock salt with you, like me).
Happy that you loved my article.
Right now I’m kind of sucking in everything on this site, since I’m going on Christmas vacation and won’t have access to a computer as much (can’t take mine with me),so I won’t be able to follow what’s going on here as closely as I used to. Which might allow me to prepare a lecture I have to give in January, though… Ah well, stop complaining Jas…
Hooray to us open minders! 😉 Jas
Your articles always end up sending my thoughts down interesting tangents… well, interesting to me anyway 😆 But you got me wondering, what sort of lawyer would Sam Winchester have been? I like to think that the heroism & sacrifice he was raised to would still influence his choices, and imagine him, i don’t know, heading up some nonprofit legal aid organization or becoming the nation’s best public defender (hey, there, Matlock). Plus Sam was still a sweet and sensitive guy at that time… Academic and pointless spec, but fun to think about for me anyway 😀
As for Ruby, I’d always wondered whether keeping the boys, especially Sam, alive wasn’t part of her mission from Lilith. You know, let all the demons vie for his head as that will mask our nefarious true endgame, but keep him alive–after all, for Sam to die before he could break the final seal, and become Lucifer’s vessel, simply wouldn’t do. I reckon they didn’t want to wait for the next generation of psychic kids. Saving Dean allows her to keep dangling him in front of Sam as bait, and scores points with him too.
I think we all wanted to grab Sam, like Dean, and say, Dude, nothing good will come of this, you should know better… but I can see where, manipulative as Ruby is, repeatedly saving Sam’s hide had to gain her some mileage eventually. I can see how Sam would at some point say, ok, you’ve proved yourself enough, I choose to trust you. Which of course grossly underestimates just how manipulative she is, in light of her murky motives and a clearly complex and longstanding demonic conspiracy. Oops.
Love Narcissus’ comments on why this story draws us in the way it does. I’ve been wondering that a lot lately, and found it hard to pin down for myself. I’ve enjoyed many a tale of epic heroes, but this is the first one that affected me so much. And it’s on TV, on the CW, no less. Who’d have thought? But come to think, stories of heroes struggling with a particularly harsh world and morally ambiguous decisions have been particularly interesting to me… I think Randal may have said something too about a visceral quality to this story and the way it’s been told, the attraction lying in its humanity…
Whew…too much rambling. You just bring that out in me Jas ;-). If anyone actually read this, my apologies, I’m just thinking out loud…
Plus managing and manipulating the psychic kids seemed like a bothersome job, not to mention Azazel’s not around to do it anymore… I’ll stop now. Seriously, this time I mean it! 😀
Finally found this, Hurrah! Wonderfully written, per usual. Even though I originally wanted to read for the Ruby stuff, other matters grabbed my interest. But, the Ruby stuff, nicely said! Poor Sammy, she really did have the wool over his eyes. I apologize ahead of time for length.
The what if question…how fun?
Not sure if Dean didn’t have the family dream, even way back when in Season 1. There is a line that Papa Winchester says that stood out to me. “I want you to go back to school. I want Dean to have a home. I want Mary back…†That line always rips my guts. I always thought how well that portrayed John’s understanding of the boys. He wanted the dream, knew it to be impossible but knew what his boys wanted. And Dean, apparently, wanted the home. When I first heard him say that (after my initial sob) my first thought was ‘Really? Dean wants a home?’ Seemed to be an early insight into his hidden character. Not that I’m saying he didn’t love hunting. Make no mistake, I think he loved it! He just never allowed himself to admit he might want more. As to how he may have turned out if his Mom had lived…well, we’ll never really know and I’m not sure how well I trust Dean’s dream in DALDOM. After all, his mind could only pull from what he knew and Dean knew that he drank in times of stress and had low self esteem. But a ‘real’ Dean raised with a caring Mom and unscarred Dad? His self esteem could have been much higher, perhaps even with larger aspirations.
As to why we love those boys and avidly follow their rather miserable lives? My theory (other than their familial loyalty, plight of hopelessness, beauty etc) They have a system of beliefs and code that they stick by, even when it is completely stupid. Don’t know how familiar you are with the story which eventually became the movie of ‘Blackhawk Down’. There were two soldiers that got brief mention in the movie; Coster-Waldau and Shughart. Couple snipers who rode a helicopter above one of the crash sites. They requested THREE times to be put on the ground to protect another soldier and were refused, then advised of their certain deaths, then allowed to go. They died. Couple idiots right? So why do I admire them so much? Same reason I’m so willing to venerate the Winchesters. A.)Couple bad asses ready to die so I can live. B.) Ownership of honor and integrity. Sure, they screw up sometimes (with bigger repercussions than the normal Joe) but seem to return to basics. One of my favorite moments in S5 was in ‘Hammer of the Gods’ after they were zapped to the motel room. The first, the VERY first, thing on their list was to save the people in the freezer. I’d actually forgotten about them! But not those two. Nope. As cheesy as it sounds, those boys live by the axiom “Death before dishonor.†(I realize what with the apocalypse, there has been some graying, but that’s too many other levels of complicated to cover here.)