Disarray - An Illustrated Song for the Winchesters
Wednesday, 08 December 2010 00:35 | Last Updated on Thursday, 09 December 2010 00:06 | Written by Jasminka | 
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An Illustrated Song for the Winchesters
Well, for Sam this time. It’s no secret: I miss my Sammy, I want to exclaim, and I have done so in my head countless times. Though I can understand how much Jared Padalecki must enjoy performing this development of Sam’s nature – and I am so proud of him watching him grow even more as an actor – I miss the loveable, sweet, compassionate younger Winchester.
But we won’t allow the pain of missing a beloved character overcome us, right? It’s a new twist to our beloved show and despite my difficulties of loving these new turns, I can’t leave it be. It’s a part of my life now, this site is a part of my life now and the sweet, lovely, funny people that come here to comment, sigh or support aloud are a part of it, too, as kitschy as it may sound. I like kitschy, by the way. In particular at this time of year.
So, this illustrated song reminded me of the lost Sam, the man without a soul …
Disarray
By Lifehouse
I faced my demons wrestling these angels to the ground
And all that I could find was a thin line between
All the saints and villains
it was crossed in my own mind
Someday I'm gonna find it
Wish I knew what I was looking for
Inside the disarray
I woke up this morning don't know where I'm going
But it's alright I wouldn't have it any other way
Struggling between the facts and fiction I'm alone
But I'm alive
Everyone around me is trying to make a statement
Then there's me I'm just trying to survive
Someday I'm gonna find it
Wish I knew what I was looking for
Inside the disarray
I woke up this morning don't know where I'm going
But it's alright I wouldn't have it any other way
If this was any other day I'd pretend to know where I stand
I just don't know
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Jasminka, I stand to applaud you and commend your work, once again.
Cheers, dear Celt, Jas
This is an excellent song for Sam. Wow! This is a great find and thank you so much for finding it and putting it all together.
Wonderful choice for Sam.
I dearly miss him too and the brothers relationship.
I never imagined show would go that route with Sam, never!When I read now articles like "Is Sam Winchester the big bad?" I would like to be able to rip my heart out and with it my passion for the show. I couldn`t take it, after his sacrifice he made ..for nothing when to be brought back and nonetheless being the big bad? I can`t take this! Its like he didn`t had a chance at any time to escape the evil which tried to taint him, before he was born! I would hate this with passion!
My expectations for a season 6 were high for the brothers reforming their bond, being family, getting Sam`s POV, insight in his feelings, and what he went through working on this with his brothers help (because this is a way to actually really form a new bond and even a stronger one), building trust, having each others back for real, don`t have to doubt one of the leads all the time, when he opens his mouth. So -for this I am disappointed.
I am really in awe of Jared`s acting, he is phenomenal and impressing, magnificent in his way of acting ....but I miss Sam so much that it hurts. I really miss him! A light is gone in Swan Song....
This song fits perfectly for Sam, and I enjoy what you do for us fans! Thanks again!!!
It is perfect.
Listening to some other Lifehouse tracks , they could well be fans as their music does lend itself very well to our boys.
Looking forward to many more of these love Ju
Another perfect match Jas, thanks for this, and you know I miss Sam too and this morning, don't know why or from where, I woke up with the feeling that all of what's been happening lately it's gonna payoff, so nothing to worry
Elle2, it’s such a strange and yet wonderful thing – I hear a song and feel reminded of something,and quite often it is our show. I just love that. Inspiration all around.
AnonymousN, thank you. I think it’s just the love for the subject and the passion for writing and being creative that allows us to come up with ideas you like. This time, the beautiful words came from Lifehouse. I just used them. They are, to my mind, modern poets.
Karen, I do hope there is hope, yet…
Shadow, I understand your thoughts, and in part I have known that kind of disappointment, too. The unique relationship of the brothers has profoundly changed, and none of us seem to have any constructive idea where this is all heading. I am still clinging to hope that the show will save us all from being disappointed.
Inspired by your penname, I thought to give you a quote by Helen Keller, to perhaps ease your mind just a bit: ‘Keep your face to the sunshine and you cannot see a shadow.’
Thank you. I think it’s just our love for the whole thing that makes it easy for everyone contributing to this site to give ideas, time, brain tissue (and I don’t mean it literally, hehe) for you readers. It’s always an honour.
Julie, thank you! I was hoping you’d like this. There is another song by LIfehouse I might use sometime. Their lyrics and music are just fabulous.
Dany, dear, yes, we are the Sam-Missers…. Sniff…And thank you for keeping your head in the clouds of hope, too.
Thank you, everyone. Have a great day! Jas
If you like and feel inspired - I would love to see what you make of it. But only, of course, if your time allows. No stress, please.
Love, Jas
Love and hugs back at ya.
Thanks for putting this together!
Dawn
Have read the TV Guide article on SPN. (I love it.) I really, really hope that the producers and writers of the show will make all our pain worthwhile; that, at the end of S6, we'll be satisfied with the reasons why the show took this route.
boobula, I will most certainly look forward to it! Glad that you can relieve your stress by doing this. it's hard enough to find something that will do that and when you come up with something so creative, it's pure bliss, isn't it?
Dawn, I am happy you liked this!
FMJemena, so, we're all in this hope together - trustint the writers to give our troubled over-fan-ed minds some peace
Cheers to you all, Jas
(and I hope you don't mind me addressing you like that, it's meant to be a term of endearment).
:-), Jas
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